Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Hello.went mldds in the morning
ouh god
i feel really sick.
Went to catch a movie
night at the museum!
with Ainy, Ain, Huda, Nini, Rezal, Faisal, n my adeq.
the show was awesome!!
coolious!
ok 5 star rated.
boleh?
ok.
went home and as usual.
dad always have something he didnt like about me.
nag
nag
nag!
why must it be like this seey
we have been having cold war like everyday.
it happens since like weeks ago.
what am i wrong siak.
ok im maybe not his dream daughter
but just accept the way i am uh.
they way i want to be.
stop forcing me larh!
i hate it!
stop it pls!
im sick n tired of crying every night.
im alone at home like everyday,
so i did chores.
the people came home
and just dont bother
and still can nag!
ouh god!
if not im the one washing and drying the clothes,
all of u people will be naked laa.
stop thinking of ur own self laa.
i have feelings too.
ouh god.
stop it pls.
i have no one special to talk to.
so i can only depend on my friends.
tell them all my stories.
they are so good cos they're willing to share n hear
like fucking everything!
and my one n only bear
will always accompany me through the night.
i love her
although she's not responsive.
:))
i think i should just love myself.
reach my goal
to be a successful person n get whatever i wanted
like MY OWN!
and thats what i called im loving my life!
11:56 PM
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