Thursday, January 11, 2007
dear ain and ahhyin!cheer up ouh ok!
korng joget bagos laa.
its just u get confused.
cikgu marah psl dier geram
and he wants all of us to do our best
we tried
but we cant be perfect kaan
all we need is just practice
i was like you last time.
he scolded me
kutok me laa sial
and i cant forget that!!!
i even hate him
hate dancing
hate myself
but at last
i feel thanked to him
to the teachers
they make me strong
they make me love dancing
even love myself
we just need more guidance
to be more grateful
and powerful
well sometimes i hate the dance steps too.
i hate the confusing part!
i hate the i-cant-do part!
aah whatever about dance laa!
im so touched
seeing mdm faezah kissing ain forehead
and hugging ahhyin!
i want her to be my mom
so penyayang!
its been a long time since
my mom hugged or kissed me
i dont remember the very last time she did that
i jealous when friends told me
they hugged their mom
or whatever laa.
they told me to do it first.
but how.
i have a little brother whom my mom loves more!
how i wish i could kill him!
i hate getting older!
i get less attention
less loveliness
from my family.
how i wish i was still a kid.
take me home from school
walk in the rain
laugh and run around
kiss everyday
storytelling every night
i want all that back!
sometimes im leading a miserable life!
FieQah* :))
7:05 PM
F I E Q A H
