Friday, June 20, 2008
I've made a wrong choice. How dumb i was to go for the haircut. I miss my long silky shiny wangi hair. Huda must be so happy that she has the longest hair now, although to me it seems like it never grows. I think the minyak kels didn't work. Hahah. I've been busy with i dont know what tht only now i get to be online. How sad is the fact that my most lovely brother had went to overseas to study. He'll be going to a much further country. I'm always lonely at home. It use to be the both of us at home gossiping abt my matrep brother. Well, i hope he'll change someday. When he's mature i guess. I always envy him. He easily got what he wants due to afraid of him stealing or whatever. Oh my, i don't know when will he realise that. He's such a fool. He dosen't know how to appreciate things man. Due to him busy buying his soccer boots and shorts, i didn't get a chance to shop. I was mad lah of cause. I had alrdy plan wht to buy and he's such a jerk. Whatver it is, he's my most irritating little brother.
I don't know how many more months to O levels. I don't know if i'm prepared or not. I just have no confidence. But i told mother not to have high hopes on me.
I'm deeply in love now. But things didn't happen the way im expecting it to happen. How sad. Im afraid to face the fact now. I'll hope he will be in there and never come out. Tht's more i like it.
Goodbye. :)
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