I wonder why i keep on missing him. He left to early. Im not sure if it's his fault or others. He left for another bitch. Oh well. Im damn hungry and there's no food. Mom didnt give money for food. wth. Im so upset. if my brothers reach home, mom and dad will always ask, dah makan? but when i reach home, they didnt even ask. Im angry and upset. My younger brother gets more attention than i am. I should be the last. I dont need a younger one you know. Making my life miserable! Im so angry. I dont knw how to express my anger. fuck!