Its a mother daughter day out just now. PlazaSing. We walked from home to kovan station due to no bus fare. It was happy and fun. We never stop telling stories. But once we reached PS, i began to be frustrated. Either they block my way or they walk slowly. Plus i was hungry. I tried to control and i did. After eating at kfc, i'm cool. Although i did talk rudely to mom before that, accidentally. I knw she's forgiven me. I cant wait to meet up ain ainy huda. I just miss their faces and their stories. Most of the time, im just there to listen. I enjoy it though. Lookin at each of their expressions. I miss someone too. Well, we used to be close. He'll come to me to share and i'll go to him to share. But at times, it just ends there. I always have this second thought whenever i wanna text him. Im afraid if he's with his friends or he have this thinking that im not needed right now. idk. I don't remember how he looks like now, how he talks or how he is. And i dont think he will read this too. But i think i knw everything went well now. Tht is why he didnt come and share. I hope so. I just feel my life is empty right now. Its either im anywhere alone, or at work or with my aunt. I dont feel i have anybody. Besides that, i just cant stop criticising my legs my body. But i know god is fair. Nothing is perfect. Everything have a reason. I'm living my life.