HAPPY BIRTHDAY my darling sweetheart! you're the only one tht is made of sugar with milk and molasses! happy 23rd, and dont worry we will get married in four years time okay. hahahha. i wish man!

I really had fun working just now although my chinese boyfriend will not be working for a week! man i miss him man. where o where are you.. im missing you alrdy. i dont knw what happen or whtever but it seems like i've lost half of my life. i've been sticking to her for like 17 years and we will msg, call and update each other daily or every 2 days.but it has been idk how many days i didnt hear anything from her.ok yah true i shld contact her first, and yes i did. but there's no reply. naybe it started when this damn guy started to msg me every minute everyday. well i seriously dont know. or it's just tht her prepaid is running low. hah! i have no idea. i just feel that my life is so empty without her. okay lets just see what will happen and just go with the flow. im grown up now and i shldnt seek for anymore attention. okay happy 23rd alex. and chinese boyfriend, please call me tonight in my dreams. goodnight! :)