To make it clear.. I don't like, admire or adore him. Its just tht whenever i dont get to see him, i miss him. If he's with tht particular girl, im jealous. I knw like he's not suitable for me, and he treated me like nothing special. I have no special feelings towards him. But when he's out of my sight, im like searching for him. And  when he's there, i dont want him to go. It's confusing you knw. And people keep on saying tht, i like him. even mother. wth. I dont like him and thts it. And someone help me get rid of him out of my mind.

Bloody hell. Tht ass don't want to change shift with me. I just want to work with my chinese boyfriend nxt wk. I only can meet him like once a week. Oh i became the setter and he, the runner yesterday. We worked together. And he thought me to carry 3 big plates in a tray. And he said, go and do it.you have no choice. (: He also thought me the most fastest way to fold the cake box. hahaha. And we were laughing. He's cute. I like the teeth. 

Sometimes, i just wish to get married and have kids. Be a housewife and take care of all my children. I'll have four. 3 boys and the youngest must be a girl. So i can pamper her. And my husband of cause you knw who. Alexander David Turner. :)

And to Ana love, aku pon sayaaaaaang sgt2 kat kau. Its okay if you find him hotstuff. Then, go grab his ass. Hahaha. There are colorful flowers and stars if there's you at work. haha.  

Okay Goodnight people. 

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