Thursday, April 02, 2009
Did you realize tht people only come to you when they need help. I've changed hoping things will get better, but it turns out to be worst. I'm not being myself all these while. My mood changes easily and there's always wild thoughts in my mind. I knw people are disgusted with me. I feel unappreciated. I don't knw who the hell im referring to, but i just have this sucky-sucky feeling most of the time. Its not fun to be me. I tried my best to explain, but she didnt seem to understand. I hate being me, trying to be like others but it wont happen. I want to live in the cave and not know anything. I want to get married and have kids and live my own life. Better off, migrating and start a new life. Or running away from it?Work is getting on my nerves. I dont really like the new manager. Felt like quitting but i picked up most of the stuff alrdy, it will be a waste to throw it away. My bodyguard is leaving..soon.. There's no one to back me up. Im on my own now.
Oh. Happy birthday NurulHuda! and Happy be'be'be-lated birthday to Mazlan! (: love you guys.
alright, terlanjur cinta starting. bye. (:
it'sstated.
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