I miss the 2nd Brother. He's always at home, in front of his computer, doing his thing. I'll come into his room and start to tell him everything. All he did was listen and smile. And i miss his advises. I wanna highlight my hair, but his advise the other day made me think twice. He helped me in everything. He's the best damn brother ever. I've got web design project to finish up. And he's not around to help me out. I love his creativity. My work became the most beautiful art piece, with his help. I love you Brother.

I miss the time well spent with Chida too.. It used to be everyday. Now, one week once? Twice? For just the both of us. I'm always lost now. I rely too much on people. Yeah, i got the boyf, but he's not the right person to talk to about certain things sometimes. But I'm glad he understands me most of the time.

And I'm going on a dinner date with my Ken friend. Happy belated birthday baby! hahaha. I'll buy you something alright. And im alrdy craving for the Aglio Olio! Thursday come fast please! 

I got a new eyecandy in school! He's cute! Really. He wore blue just now. And i rarely see the white horse in school. So, i decided to change my eyecandy. Or i can eyecandy both at the same time. School is fun! Oh sadly, my 'every-Tuesday-hope' is crushed! I didnt get to meet my chinese boyf anymore. Forget it. I got his bestfriend with me! And i love my ken friend! 

Boyf, i love you still.