I feel so suck-ish lately.. Everything, anyone, seems wrong to me. Yeah. Im lost. I need time for myself. I'm leading my own life now. "We can do anything we want in our life". Now i knw why younger brother was a dill-hole in the past. I'm gg through what he'd gone through. It's only that he's brave enough. 

Topshop just called me! and my shoe has alrdy arrive. im happy now. I didnt save any cents in this month's pay. I rather spent all my money and be happy over the nonsense stuff i've bought. I have problem uploading photos in blogger. Wth. I seriously miss the second brother. I miss his presence at home. And i'm just too lazy to finish up or do anything to the project. Especially web design. Oh man, i suck at it. It turns out to be UGLY! i hate doing creative stuffs. 

Oh! i went to watch Transformers yesterday with Ken! and yeah, i hate action movies but, i love it this time. They're cute things. Thought of watching again with the boyf. Since he's treating, WHY NOT! haha.. And the swensens dinner date with ken was super fun. Try the beef baked bolognese. Damn nice! I'm gg bathe now. All the best boyf for the soccer match later. I knw you'll suck cos you had only a few hrs of sleep. And me, im gg to take a bath now. Till then. Cheer me up. Aku sayang kau lah Allan!