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2009-10-10T18:11:00.001+08:00

2009-08-22T15:55:00.001+08:00

I gave up on blogger.
So yah..
Click the link below...

I love you anyway.

f you bitch

2009-08-18T22:29:00.002+08:00

Yah. F you bitch! Exams in 3 days time. Fasting month coming soooooon and I WANNA GO TO THE MOVIES!! Anyone??... pay day pls come fast. Im in need for cash. Its time to pamper myself. Pain in the ass. People are full of shits. Mouth full of rubbish. Brain full of trash. I feel like running away or seal their mouths with staple bullets and wash their brains with clorox. Mother f.

hell yeah baby!

2009-08-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

I'm not sure what had happened to blogger again.. Unable to upload pictures, biase jgk.
Wah shyiok!! Projects over and done with. HAHA! So, got C+ for Accounts and B for Macroecons. Hahaa.. And exams in 10 more days. 2 papers only, selamat!
Hopefully can do it. (:
Okay gtg. Take care babies...

Love you...

i love you honey

2009-08-04T20:48:00.000+08:00

Wth! I only have 7 pages for my web page. I just knew it just now when Nicholas told me that minimum is 10 pages. How... I have like 2 more days to finish up everything. Fuck! I always keep things to the very last minute. Ah see. Amek kau. I don't wish to attend sch now. Nothing interesting. Hahha. Just can't wait for the holidays. (:
Allan will be at BB till when, i dont know. Waah. i miss him alrdy. It's like everyday i meet the gay and the bitch. I love them. Thanks guys.

Zairul Ashraf, i love you.. (:

WTH

2009-08-01T23:14:00.010+08:00

I just have nothing better else to do. Dedicated to boyf. hehhe (:

Lip-sync (:
Perasaan sendiri. (:

He cheers me up!

2009-07-30T00:54:00.004+08:00

I've been spending most of my time with that bitch in the photo. Haha. She's heartbroken but it's okay. Be strong baby. You have better things to think about.
So went everywhere with allan fatin and ainy the other day. I was a free loader. Hahah. Thanks Allan and Fatin. So, Ainy had to go off. And i was forced to sleep over at Fatin's house. Yah! Nice job lah Allan. Success in begging me huh..
And so, wednesday, i spent my time in class and lecture sleeping. I felt super sleepy idk why. Anyway, its thursday today. At last! Im meeting my boyf. I miss him man. We only met once or twice a week.
The situation now idk if its getting worst or not. But I've told her the truth. We fought once.. For now, im not sure. Its up to me i know. To think about her will always make me feel sad and disappointed. But im glad that i have him to talk to. He's the best understanding shit. He cheers me up everyday. He's just full of rubbish. I love you!

PeaceLove

Don't leave me hanging.

2009-07-23T00:18:00.003+08:00

I miss Allan.
Next week presentations.
Still have not completed the projects.
I'm lucky. Just so happen to be. I have my friends to help me up. And someone who i can always rely on. But I've lost one most important person in my life. Everything change. I lost one of my use to be good friend too. And i hope i don't lose you. I need someone who would always be there for me.
Anyways...
Allan meet me up a.s.a.p.
Slumber party? Is it still on darlings?
And i love my bitches in school!

ILoveHim

2009-07-19T17:13:00.003+08:00

I Love Frolicks.

I Love My Hair (:

So yesterday slumber party was canceled and brought forward to next week. Hopefully menjadi. At first, Ainy's sister didn't allow her, then after some time, she called and said she can make it.. So then, everyone's excitedzxz of cause. Then, i receive a call from ainy again saying, Ain's father didnt allow pulak. So, at nine, she will confirm again after her father cool down.. So, i think its better off to bring forward to next week. So yeah..

Then tmr i'll be schooling till 1pm and then have test at 7.15pm. Wth yah i know. 6 hours.. I can do everything in six damn hours. But nothing in mind.. Maybe going back to secondary school to take testimonials or meet my lovely lovely grandmother and boyf or just do projects or slack lor. But firstly after school, i should ask them to have lunch at Frolicks! yeah... must must. I miss frolicking alrdy. Yah whats with frozen yogurt.. Some people hate it, idk why.. Should have just try it first..

Ok im glad i didnt choose to work these weekends. I spent my quality time doing my school stuffs. Yeah. Next week hopefully i got the friday and saturday slot. No sunday pls. And lastly, i love my boyf. He's full of rubbish!

Singalonglove!

All messed up!

2009-07-15T21:32:00.016+08:00

I shine like a princess.

My sisters.

Ainy's too tall to be in the photo.

Me and my parents.

Im trying to be naughty. (:

My Lover. -__-

I just have no time for anything.

I feel like giving up everything.

All i know is to waste time. Doing nothing but shits.

I hate commsk. The teacher is too ---------. fill in the blank.

I love everyone around me. (:

pullmetaller!

Why can't you see?

2009-07-12T20:14:00.013+08:00

My most top rated among all her videos. She's gorgeous and amazing. Now, i want to learn guitar. It's fun to sing while playing the guitar at the same time.

Woooh. I still survive. I slept for three damn hours and went to work for bloody eight hours. Punched out at five when all the fun staffs came for night shift. =___= The new guy Adi reminds me of Adi Sufyan. He didn't come to work anymore. Wah i miss him man. Working with him will always be fun..Funny. He's full of nonsense. And Ken is full of crap. And Neo, he's just so chicky cause he knows that he's good looking. I just hate it when he smile at me. Cause the glory shines. And the manager.. Bloody irritating. My chef bf.. Well, no comment. (: Ok wtf. I have to go school tmr. And im still doing accounts. I spent the whole day yesterday after work doing macecon project. Yah. I'm done..I guess though. I havent even start on my webpage! not even one page! WTF! now i hate poly life. when it comes to date due of projects. I do everything last minute. Yah i know. My ideas come last minute one. hahaha.

I suck. Don't love me baby...

whycan'tyousee?

ALLANDEE!

2009-07-06T22:14:00.015+08:00

AllanTheGreat!

Hah. I had problem uploading the videos. So wanna watch? Facebook yaw!

Thank you boyf for the movie, popcorn, rain walk and your endless stories. I love you man.

Can't wait for thursday! Can i skip Wednesday? I just miss you super much. My one and only Chida!

And lastly, FUCK OFF YOU JERK! Didn't get enough love from your parents or what. Get a life Kid! You ass-face moron.

FOR YOU!

F you very very much.

I've found myself back again!

f you very very much

2009-07-04T13:11:00.005+08:00

please rewind time.

I feel so suck-ish lately.. Everything, anyone, seems wrong to me. Yeah. Im lost. I need time for myself. I'm leading my own life now. "We can do anything we want in our life". Now i knw why younger brother was a dill-hole in the past. I'm gg through what he'd gone through. It's only that he's brave enough.

Topshop just called me! and my shoe has alrdy arrive. im happy now. I didnt save any cents in this month's pay. I rather spent all my money and be happy over the nonsense stuff i've bought. I have problem uploading photos in blogger. Wth. I seriously miss the second brother. I miss his presence at home. And i'm just too lazy to finish up or do anything to the project. Especially web design. Oh man, i suck at it. It turns out to be UGLY! i hate doing creative stuffs.

Oh! i went to watch Transformers yesterday with Ken! and yeah, i hate action movies but, i love it this time. They're cute things. Thought of watching again with the boyf. Since he's treating, WHY NOT! haha.. And the swensens dinner date with ken was super fun. Try the beef baked bolognese. Damn nice! I'm gg bathe now. All the best boyf for the soccer match later. I knw you'll suck cos you had only a few hrs of sleep. And me, im gg to take a bath now. Till then. Cheer me up. Aku sayang kau lah Allan!

I hate your crew!

broken promise

2009-06-30T19:11:00.002+08:00

Broken Promises Hurts.

I miss the 2nd Brother. He's always at home, in front of his computer, doing his thing. I'll come into his room and start to tell him everything. All he did was listen and smile. And i miss his advises. I wanna highlight my hair, but his advise the other day made me think twice. He helped me in everything. He's the best damn brother ever. I've got web design project to finish up. And he's not around to help me out. I love his creativity. My work became the most beautiful art piece, with his help. I love you Brother.

I miss the time well spent with Chida too.. It used to be everyday. Now, one week once? Twice? For just the both of us. I'm always lost now. I rely too much on people. Yeah, i got the boyf, but he's not the right person to talk to about certain things sometimes. But I'm glad he understands me most of the time.

And I'm going on a dinner date with my Ken friend. Happy belated birthday baby! hahaha. I'll buy you something alright. And im alrdy craving for the Aglio Olio! Thursday come fast please!

I got a new eyecandy in school! He's cute! Really. He wore blue just now. And i rarely see the white horse in school. So, i decided to change my eyecandy. Or i can eyecandy both at the same time. School is fun! Oh sadly, my 'every-Tuesday-hope' is crushed! I didnt get to meet my chinese boyf anymore. Forget it. I got his bestfriend with me! And i love my ken friend!

Boyf, i love you still.

you dont have to go.

hola fieqah

2009-06-26T00:21:00.004+08:00

I miss my Ken Friend. But nvm. Im so looking forward for the swensens dinner after our payday. Hopefully menjadi.. Oh and i nak highlight rambuts i! But im afraid if my hair becomes like penyapu lidi. hahaha! ok wtf, Allan nonsense. He made me laugh my ass out. You funny thing.

What fuck! I failed my comp tech mid sem test but i passed the rest. With no A's at all.. Well all i wanted was i pass. But deep inside of cause i want at least an A. And i have to confess that i love him. haha. Time will tell. I miss Chida. To be honest, i dont like when she alrdy has start working. Im kinda lost everyday after sch. Dont knw where to go. I hate gg home after sch btw.. So yah! Im meeting her tmr. We got loads of stories to tell.

Im so going to miss Brother two. He's gg for further studies in KL, and i got no one to talk to or ask opinions abt how i dress. I got no one to disturb every late nights and i can no longer look at whatever cool stuffs his doing. He's just the best brother i have. Cause he has the best sister.

Ok i shall continue my project.

Goodnight Goodbye ya'll!

Im so looking forward to Fridays' pit and Saturday late night Bowling and maybe Sunday karaoke with Allanzzz! hoho..

Im sorry for what i've done.

like i did

2009-06-17T21:05:00.007+08:00

Sing when you're in love! (:

I'm happy today cause, well you shld know why.. Thanks for all the respect love. And thanks Shafiq for not letting me go and you end up sleeping. Oh oh btw! CHID GOT THE JOB. yah, sportslink as a full-timer. She felt like quitting alrdy. I know how she feels. Like the first time i joined Swensens. haha. But i end up loving it. For now, im not sure if im still loving it. Im not sure whts going on with me. I feel super suckish lately. And i sulk all the time. Lame-o...

Oh yah, watch this... hahaha. She's kinda adorable..

dan actually

2009-06-12T02:01:00.006+08:00

The stalker is getting into my nerves!

Ok i enjoy every minute talking to Kenny. He's the man. And im sorry tht i have to cancel the movie "date". hahaha. Thanks to mother's nagging. Maybe its true i've been spending too much time doing nothing but lepak. Yah and i guess im 40% done with my project. the other project is 20% done i guess. Wth. Bloooody slacker. Thanks Ken for the song. Now im addicted to it. Dan Sebenarnya. And actually..

Boyf is sweet! But im quite irritated with him yesterday. He made me sleep at 5am. =__= He's sort of worried over small things. Well, maybe he should. And we'll fight over small things. Wth to him. And seriously his 4yr old brother needs to be disciplined! I feel like shutting him up despite of his age. How can he say such vulgarities. Kids these days... no comment. hahah..

I seriously pity my lovely Chida. She's still jobless, and tht lady didnt call her yesterday which means she didnt get the job. But wth, she explained to her wht she shld do, wht to wear, working hours and she said, "you start work monday, but i'll confirm and give you a call tmr." So, yah, there's hope, but tht lady is hopeless! Seriously, its annoying when your friends are working and schooling while you are doing nothing. No money to continue further education and jobless. Well, all she can do is continue searching and dont give up okay love.

It's getting late. 3am soon and im still perah-ing my brain. Not yet sleepy but have to wake up at most nine tmr or tday. And now, he's irritating. Feel like throwing my phone when i get tht kind of text msges from him. TAIK YOU!

AND I MISS JASMINE.

Dan actually.

gone

2009-06-07T12:09:00.004+08:00

I havent even start on any of my projects. Mid sem tests suck. Only hope was accounts paper.-_- working again later. I just feel like quitting. The environment sucks in there. But how am i supposed to get extra income without working? sian. Chid is still looking for jobs available. Her everyday is = stress..

Boyf off to Melaka for 3 days. Yah, its only 3 days. So we spent the Friday night at safra tampines for some pool, darts and bowling, and at 1am, he went home. Then, we talked on the phone. He went off to Melaka at 5 in the morning, had the last msg, and i slept at 530am. Idk why, im craving for white choco blondie at swensens. I had too much of eighteen chefs and BBQ chicken. And i must meet Mazlan. I miss miss miss him.. Lets have white choco blondie Allan??? (:

So not looking forward to work later. I need a better job with better pay. And im so happy, i lost another 2 kg! haha, but i still look the same though. And i need a new pair of running shoes. And i have to grow taller. Being short is cute, but, it's irritating when everyone ard you talk abt heights.

I love Roy's story. Najat climbed Imah's repunzel hair, but he slipped and fall into a well and became a frog. Imah came and kissed him, he became a handsome prince. He kissed Imah, and she fainted. And now, she's sleeping waiting for Najat to come a kiss her. Yah, funny uh Roy. Cute but kinda stupid. Ok got to go and get ready to work...

We get along much better than me and my boyf.

the boyfriend

2009-06-03T21:58:00.005+08:00

I enjoyed yesterday. I love everyone around me especially Chid and Boyf.

I had no paper today. So what i did yesterday was, i went to watch monsters vs aliens with Kenneth. To me, the show was okay.. Well, im not tht noob okay ken! i understand. and most of the time i was like, so cute haha. and i think ken's bored with the show. -__- and so after tht, i went to meet aunt and ppl and decided to sleepover. Its been quite some time i didnt spend the whole night talking and laughing with her. And tht is why i love her. We have endless talks. And then, brother and boyf and the friend came over. Talk and laugh and play cards. And the friend have to go home. So left with me, chid, brother and boyf. Well, all i can say is he's damn cute. He just dyed his hair, he look mature i guess and Mat? yeah maybe.. So, he went home at 530 am i think, cause i've slept at 5. So then, chid and brother went to sleep. Ya, just by slacking and doing nothing i can enjoy myself. Santai wht. And at last! The day before, I MET AINY! I love you babeeeh!

And i woke up at 10. Thanks to his text msg lah. and i got a bad stomach ache so i decided to bathe and go home. I only had hot choco and mango tango for tday. Mother is still not home with my food. Okay i shld get back to my accounts. 2 more papers. Friday's paper sucks. But im looking forward to the plans after the paper. haha! Ok then.

Thanks Kenny for the monsters vs aliens. And I love You Chida. And boyf! We meet on Friday okay.. See you baby..

Goodbye Goodnight Y'all!

Paranoia.

LAT!

2009-05-29T21:40:00.001+08:00

I love my boyfriend.

Hello yo. I dont know if im happy, sad, dissapointed or angry now. Thinking abt them makes me angry and sad. Thinking abt holidays makes me happy and excited. Talking to Ken the prince of fountain who makes me smile and laugh is the best. Learn guitar faster, then you play i sing okay! Hen Hao! and teach me more Chinese. hehe.

Im not supposed to go holiday cause im having mid sem test the next day. But family comes first, then education. haha. right Cynthia? Okay im full of craps. Im supposed to meet baby Ainy just now, but she's too enthu in her project. Nvm. next time okay! And so i changed my plan and supposed to go Serangoon stadium to watch soccer. But suddenly my mood changes, so i end up going tamp 1, bought caramel almond, and went home. -___- lame right. ya i know. and when i reach home, i got lectured by both my parents. Haha, they are funny people. I love them.

Ok.. I just realize im ego. And im a big sulker. I suck.

Improudofyoubaby.

my baby

2009-05-27T20:33:00.002+08:00

Wohooo. I love my boyfriend.

Ok term test next week, and guess wht?! Im going holiday on sat and sun. I think i cant make it for the mid sem test. But i'll try my best though. It's just 2 days 1 night. Don't miss me baby.

Ok im supposed to do my work now, but i end up blogging. I got nothing to say. Just feel like blogging. Ok i love school because i love jasmine. She made my day everyday. I know she loves me too cause she kissed me just now. hahaha.

NURUL AINY NURUL AINY! I MISSSSSSS YOU!

Good player!

downturn

2009-05-24T12:57:00.004+08:00

Something wrong with her. I dont know why. She refuses to tell. It's okay. I respect her decision. I know it's abt other people's problem, adding onto hers.
Love is not in the air. I heard lots of broken hearted stories. Cheer up people.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! I LOVE YOU FOREVER. I CAN'T SURVIVE WITHOUT YOU. I RELY TOO MUCH ON YOU. YOU ARE JUST MY EVERYTHING. I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH. (:
Okay i feel like joining any singing contest. Thank you to mummy cause you keep on teaching me the technics. Haha, but i think i will make a fool out of myself on stage. I want piano lessons!
Ok i seriously hate projects. Sumpah leceh. 24 hours per day is seriously not enough. I havent even start on anything. Ya give me a slap, wake me up.
I met Mazlan the hotstuff and ahhyin the gorgeous yesterday! hahah. as usual, Allan dance well. I love the show yesterday. Now i miss dancing. And sorry abt the phone thing yest ahhyin. hahaha. it's seriously private. And Fatin the boy and haikal the catalker and fie the amy winehouse and nareeni the lily allen. Ok whtever. I miss my baby ainy. And exams in 2 weeks time. Oh who gives a damn.

History Repeats.

happybdae anoneh!

2009-05-22T08:26:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ANA! We had fun yesterday. And i think i look older in tht picture.

Ok thanks to grandma's serbuk rimau?limau? cos i've recovered from my slight fever just by consuming it. I LOVE YOU GRANDMA. And i had hell lots of fun yesterday and the day before and the day before yesterday and hopefully today and tomorrow. Idk why i feel like i kinda dont care abt the school's project or test or whtever. I just attend sch everyday hoping to see and meet my chinese boyfriend. I did my magic and he still doesnt appear. Something wrong somewhere. I think Jas steal my magic and yeah, she got to see joel like everyday! hmmph. I got excel online test later. Totally not looking forward to it. Oh and i lost my wallet. Fuck. I had lots of fun tht i totally forget abt my wallet and only realise it the next day when im gg to sch. Taik me. Wohoo. and i cant wait for karya tmr cos i get to meet ALLAN and AHHYIN! all the best allan, my hotstuff. hahaha.

He's a nice, sincere guy i guess. somehow, i've fallen for tht, although he's not my type of guy. He's not as hot as Chinese boyfriend, but he's more polite and kind. Thts wht i heard from everybody, and the way he treat me too. His kinda mature despite of his age.

Alright, im done here. I hate projects. Mahhh Funnn leh!

Imissyoueverysecond.

LIVE HIGH!

2009-05-13T00:02:00.002+08:00

OKAY! I LOVE THEM..
ANNOUNCEMENT PEOPLE! I met my chinese boyf in IT sch just now...
Time:1.00pm
Date:120509
Okay, so i was too excited tht a tear came rolling down my cheek. Yah, only a tear. Cos after i realise it, i started to control my feelings. He kept on wanting to go off to class, but i like got a lot of things to talk and ask him, so he just stay put. Thanks to mother cos i told her to wish for me tht i will meet my chinese boyf.. AND I DID! Ok you guys just dont know how it feels like. But i just love today. and everything went well after tht... Today is my best day... I love today! I Love Jasmine and Cynthia. I love Chida till death. How i wish we got more time to talk. I just love it. I want want want to talk to you more. I can remember every sentence tht came out of your mouth. I love when you smile cos i can admire your straight white perfect teeth..
Okay and the day continues.. Me, Cynthia and Jasmine went to tampines one to shop. And seriously, Jasmine is a super-shopaholic! I love her although she pisses me off sometimes. haha.. And then, i meet with Chida with 5 other Mats... They did some shopping and played bumper car. And went to the library blah blah blah... And saw shaf from far so we just wave hi. Forget to tell her abt chinese boyf. But i saw serene and told her. Okay diam! I like want to tell everyone in the world tht i saw him uh! i shld shut up alrdy! okay then i reach home and tell my 1st brother, 2nd brother, younger brother, father and mother abt wht had happened in sch just now... And i alrdy got my online dress! TODAY IS JUST SO COOL! I love everyone today. okay... i think im gg to sleep now.. goodnight yah... (:

ILOVEYOUBABY!

shit her

2009-05-03T16:21:00.004+08:00

I totally hate the new manager. I want Sir Saiful back man. I just get irritated easily by her. And the other guy manager is a pain in the ass when it comes to full-house. He made everyone work fast which is good but he's too rushy which made everyone panic. Wth. The environment is different now. I want the old swensens back where everyone works happily.. Where everyone misses each other and look forward to work.

I miss my chinese boyf. I did went to IT sch for lessons and lunch, but i didnt see him. I often keep a look out for him. Im always ready to shout his name.. haha..

Computer lessons can be fun but mostly its irritating. Im a computer idiot. And i plan not to skip sch for year 1. semangat per. (:

I miss my friends. I never get a chance to meet them. The last person i met was Huda.. and Khafifa.. Ain? at the most least we msg and update each other. Ainy, she gave me a miss call cos i was working but when i call back, tuut tuut tuut.. pulsanya abis kali ya. Allan? No money no date.. Others, lost. hahaha.

I want banana crumble. And this months pay gg to suck! I only work 1 day per week although i gave 3 days. Its okay. im working vesak day. hope it will be times 1.5.. This months pay was okay. i paid back mom 200 and i got to shop and still got savings. Im proud of myself cos i dont spend all of it. Alright. back to work. tadaaaa! (:

CALLME

temptation

2009-04-25T14:18:00.003+08:00

Thts why i love you. You're crazy. hahaha. How sweet is that. I can be myself in front of her. She's the best!

First week of school is over. I got to say i love my classmates although they can be like wth at times. I've signed up for tennis, but i think i won't be joining it. To me they only want professionals. So i rather school and work at the same time. I can at least use my own money for school expenses.

I miss Mazlan! I didnt see him for weeks. I just realize tht im more attracted to guys that are skinny and tall. hahaha. Pul is skinny and tall bt his head is small.. (:

Okayy! im off to work.. bye. love you.

i miss you baby.

tired

2009-04-19T11:27:00.003+08:00

I had the worst nightmares for the past days. I miss the regatta due to a very high fever. I shld really thank my new friends for helping me. I guess im left out cause i didnt attend the 2nd day of orientation. School starts tmr. Im not looking forward to it. Oh and i guess im the only malay girl in BIT. How lame can tht be.

I have not meet Chida for weeks. For sure we got alot to share. I miss her. I miss my friends. I miss Ain Ainy Huda Rezal. All the best Allan. Im not strong enuf to leave the house and come to support you.

I cant wait for payday! I need money for tops and clear the debts. When sch starts i guess my pay will be as little as ever.. Huhu borriiiing.

listen to me

help.

2009-04-05T00:02:00.004+08:00

Im kinda lost right now. So im supposed to go to the camp on monday till wednesday, and since aishah cant make it, im left all alone. Okay its not tht i cant survive on my own, but based on the feedbacks i received, better not to go. But mother is making me feel really damn bad. She's just irritating at times. So how? Im in dilemma. I got one more day to decide. So i actually plan to work on mon and wed. I knw i said im not looking forward to the camp, but as days gone by, i actually cant wait. Huhu. and nw, im like 50:50. hmmph.

We had misunderstanding once, and now, i think i shld keep comments to myself in order not to start any fire. I just hope i will be strong enough.

imready.

wth happened

2009-04-02T21:43:00.004+08:00

Did you realize tht people only come to you when they need help. I've changed hoping things will get better, but it turns out to be worst. I'm not being myself all these while. My mood changes easily and there's always wild thoughts in my mind. I knw people are disgusted with me. I feel unappreciated. I don't knw who the hell im referring to, but i just have this sucky-sucky feeling most of the time. Its not fun to be me. I tried my best to explain, but she didnt seem to understand. I hate being me, trying to be like others but it wont happen. I want to live in the cave and not know anything. I want to get married and have kids and live my own life. Better off, migrating and start a new life. Or running away from it?

Work is getting on my nerves. I dont really like the new manager. Felt like quitting but i picked up most of the stuff alrdy, it will be a waste to throw it away. My bodyguard is leaving..soon.. There's no one to back me up. Im on my own now.

Oh. Happy birthday NurulHuda! and Happy be'be'be-lated birthday to Mazlan! (: love you guys.

alright, terlanjur cinta starting. bye. (:

it'sstated.

missing chinese boyf

2009-03-28T01:25:00.005+08:00

Work was okay but today was extra tiring. Idk why some customers can be such an ass. And i feel bad after i sort-of let my anger out to the manager. but she's irritating. she kept on pressuring me to go faster. She made me panic and kancheong. Bt she helped me alot. haha. sorry mam. I seriously can't wait for my pay. I need a new phone. I have to put on the earphone before answering calls. how irritating is tht..

I don't know if i shld be happy or wht.. Im not looking forward for the camp. But i have to since i alrdy signed up. I miss my chinese boyfriend badly. I just wish to have a look at him. Hopefully tmr he'll come by. I miss you baby.

I have to say yeah im a bit sort of jealous? The whole world knows. But im just a typical ordinary girl who don't have enough courage to confess. He wont of cos fall for me. My flaws are not hidden. everyone notice my flaws. well, who's flawless?

Woots! I lost 2kg. amacam? hahhaha... maintain2. ok deh goodnight.

dont leave.

ahhyin

2009-03-20T13:54:00.005+08:00

Happy be-belated 18th birthday Nurul Ain. I'll let out everything in the card alright. I will always love you. And i'll promise to give the bear-hug whenever i see you... (:

Happy advance birthday Khafifa. My most hottest friend. The one who will always change her hairstyle. Even if you're bald, you will still look gorgeous...

Alright. I have to go. bye.. (:

love fountain.

no one knws.

2009-03-14T22:23:00.005+08:00

(: I enjoyed my badminton and tennis game. We shld play more. We still have not reach 50 yet. And my right arm hurts. But i enjoyed every bit of it. More to come.We used to study together, now, we play together.

Im enjoying myself at work nowadays. Chefs will always make me laugh and smile. They're fun people. Ahhyin's off to Genting. My favourite place. I just love tht place. Full of clouds. Walking in between clouds. Cooling, relax. I'm working again tmr. Monday out for a jog and then gg to Mocca's performance. Tuesday, movie outing. Other days, work. Sunday my officially off day. I won't work every Sunday man. Its my karaoke day with my parents. hahaha. I love them.

I wonder, where are all the good guys? The hot, the handsome, the preetyboys are not available anymore. It's time for me to fall for girls now.... hhmmm let's see.. I still need a husband to have a baby.

Alright cucu menantu starting. goodbye goodnight.

No one knows.

finding for love

2009-03-09T15:06:00.004+08:00

I love rainy days. It makes me calm all the time and i love the smell. But sadly, i have to postpone my badminton game. Thursday, please don't rain. Keep your tears. (:

Im all alone at home now.. wondering wht shld i do next. Damn the adult fare. It sucks. Friends come and go. Parents all time busy. Chids exams. What more can i ask for. Now, im craving for starbucks caramel frappe. I wanna sit on a swing in the garden full of flowers.

Shahidah, Farhana, i love you.

I wanna get married and settle down.

sounded hopeful

not needing you

2009-03-03T01:20:00.005+08:00

Sir Saiful has left. His text msg make us go like aawwww... His the best manager. (:

I ate apple crumble just now. It's been a while since i have tht it's-so-delicious feeling. I enjoy every bite of it. Im getting more and more fat. But wth, i can still walk and run and dance and wriggle which some skinny people cant. boohoo.

I alrdy spent half on my pay. i seriously need a financial planner. Anyone?? Thank god i settle most of the TP stuff. Sumpah leceh, especially the financial parts.

See, i told you, i don't need them. enough with only you. You alone can make my life so fucking wonderful. aku sayang dan cinta banget sama kamu. apu isang. i love you.

chinese boyf, come back.

Friendless

2009-02-25T01:05:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to the second brother. I will always love you.(:

I never hate a person this bad. But he's just a jerk in the smelly ass. He's bloody damn rude. How dare he said all those kind of phrases to me. Lucky i know how to control myself.. Man, i hate you like seriously.

I came home from work happily when TP's letter changed my mood. Idk anything abt it. I don't want sch to start. I want everything to stay like now. Boring life as ever. And nothing to worry abt. Most of the people can't wait for him to leave. Well, don't ask me. The way he treat others is different. I, honestly don't want him to leave of cause. He's the one who will always talk to me and cheer me up. He taught us all the correct ways. I know one day i will thank him. He gave me lots of advises, be it work or personal life. He's wiser. Whatever it is, enjoy the ride.

And the RM. Everyone don't want him to leave. He's like the coolest guy in there. The best.

Alright, im going to sleep. Going out on a date tmr. (:

Chinese boyfriend, see you on Saturday okay. It's a promise. haha.

Goodnight y'all..

Love's trap!

shoot me

2009-02-17T19:36:00.003+08:00

I don't understand people. How i wish i can shoot anyone who hurts me. I lead a super boring life. I rather work than sitting at home wondering wht am i supposed to do next. I've been living like a pig. Sleeping late night, and wake up in the afternoons. I can't even open my eyes at 9 to go for a swim. Pig me.

I miss my chinese boyfriend. He won't be working the whole of next week. And thank you to the friend for telling a little much abt everything. You're fun to talk to.

I'm bored. I can't wait for pay day. I want to shop and take mom out for a date. I want to try apple crumble and let mom eat ice cream at swensens. She never had one. And mom is love! I got the best mom dad brothers in the whole world.

I want to change. I don't want to be aggressive. Boys don't come near me cause they're afraid. hah. really? lets see..

Iloveyou

the manager

2009-02-14T01:29:00.005+08:00

Just fooling ard with my hair.. I worry too much abt it lately. Huda and Ain said im balding, and ainy just have to agree with it. Im so scared. My hair is like my everything..

So Chida's gone to KL. I feel like such a lost. Its like always me who go, and now when she's gone, like i have no one to talk to or text with. She will like sort of always teman me wherever i go, by messaging. She's just her, no one can replace her.. We even know whts gg on in each others mind and can read it as well. I just love her a lot. She's my everything too.

Okay its 2am and 2 more hrs to go. Im just waiting for macd's breakfast. I have this feeling-feeling eating hotcakes. must be delicious. The baby inside the tummy keep on asking for nonsense food. hahhaa.. And i've been eating ice cream everyday. wtf. Im getting more and more fatter and who cares. Im enjoying my life now. I changed shift with allan, so i'll be celebrating v-day with beloved Chinese Boyfriend. He will make my day. For sure. (:

The bloody proquat is ruining my fingers and skin. i hate it. And i just don't understand people. Wht's so difficult abt being appreciative.

To ana, cheer up darling..

To ainy, i love you. Stay strong.

And he he he is no longer single. no comments.

I miss you alrdy chida!

awesome one

2009-02-10T20:41:00.005+08:00

I just love this too very much. Yes she's amazing. Fifteen years old with such voice. awesome. If i were to do tht, i think Sgp will be in such a chaos. (: enjoy!

love you till death

2009-02-08T22:42:00.006+08:00

I will love her till death man. All she can do is make you laugh your ass off.

To make it clear.. I don't like, admire or adore him. Its just tht whenever i dont get to see him, i miss him. If he's with tht particular girl, im jealous. I knw like he's not suitable for me, and he treated me like nothing special. I have no special feelings towards him. But when he's out of my sight, im like searching for him. And when he's there, i dont want him to go. It's confusing you knw. And people keep on saying tht, i like him. even mother. wth. I dont like him and thts it. And someone help me get rid of him out of my mind.

Bloody hell. Tht ass don't want to change shift with me. I just want to work with my chinese boyfriend nxt wk. I only can meet him like once a week. Oh i became the setter and he, the runner yesterday. We worked together. And he thought me to carry 3 big plates in a tray. And he said, go and do it.you have no choice. (: He also thought me the most fastest way to fold the cake box. hahaha. And we were laughing. He's cute. I like the teeth.

Sometimes, i just wish to get married and have kids. Be a housewife and take care of all my children. I'll have four. 3 boys and the youngest must be a girl. So i can pamper her. And my husband of cause you knw who. Alexander David Turner. :)

And to Ana love, aku pon sayaaaaaang sgt2 kat kau. Its okay if you find him hotstuff. Then, go grab his ass. Hahaha. There are colorful flowers and stars if there's you at work. haha.

Okay Goodnight people.

IDONTWANTTOLOVEYOU

dance with me

2009-02-05T02:05:00.009+08:00

Im so bored. Im not sleepy though its 2.10am now. Work was fun just now. I love it when i get to do closing with suriani. All i have to do is proquat all the tables. sweep? mop? leave it to her. Because, i once dropped the pail of mop full of hot water. So she and i have to clean the flood. In order to prevent the same thing frm happening again, she will to all the floor cleaning. And i cabot stengah jln to follow sir fisyan to the bank. I hate queues. And when im back, everything is clean. How great. Im so lazy yes i knw. And i did setter just now. It was tiring. I can't be runner. I think all the food will drop halfway. He keep on insisting me to carry millions of plates on the tray. Come on, how strong can my hand or arms be. Im a girl after all, although i knw i can be aggressive at times. don't blame me. Blame my mother for giving me 3 brothers and play wresting since im a kid. However, having brothers are much more fun than having sisters. You will have this 'feeling-feeling' princess your whole life. haha. But having a younger brother, it's no fun. Cause there will be siblings jealousy.. The youngest is always the best. Well, depends though.

I'm working at 6pm tmr, opps tday. Wth am i supposed to do before 5:45pm. And using adult fare is such a bloody bloody assssss! I have to top up like wht, ten dollars every wk?! to and fro compass point eats abt 2 dollars a day. WTFF! I asked mother for a bike. Bicycle i mean. Save cost! I will cycle to work. Yes i will! But don't expect me to cycle after closing like wht? 11:15pm? Some might join with me. One will be jumping and one will be flying. Haha. Damn. Im still not sleppy.. And i think i shld stop here.

Oh i read ahhyin's blog. Utha.. Please feel guilty.. It happened because of you. hahah.

surroundedbyyou

happy 22nd

2009-02-02T21:51:00.014+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday yesterday. So far, i think this was the best gift ever. Thank you so much sir Azrin for giving discount to the cake. Very puas hati. Plus he treated me for the 2nd time tday. Teriyaki chicken pasta is very delicious. You shld try it. He's my favourite, but when he's in the bad mood, he's not. And i really love yesterday. It's my day. Work was fun, and the last minute of bdae surprise did happen. This is my very first time giving my brother a bdae surprise. So let me brag abt it. And it's the very first time we hug too. And it's the very first time, i saw him blew bdae candles. Cause actually it's no good. I just felt so so great. I love love him more. He's my boyfriend forever.

Oh speaking abt boyfriend.. Chinese boyfriend came to work just now to check his schedule. He was well-dressed. If he were to wear a tie, it will be 10ooo times better. I just can't stop looking at his teeth and lips, i think he has a mole somewhere. Which attracts me.

I spent most of my salary alrdy.. I dont feel bad or wasted. Cause i knw, my hard work paid off. I did enjoy myself shopping. I advise you, better not to work in fnb. Customers can be such an asshole. But some are great. And you feel you will be doing the same damn thing everyday. Which mostly, layankan orang punya perangai. People out there, we are humans too, not robot. Okay wth. I don't want to start school. I love wht im doing now. School pls don't start early. Im off. To bed. Goodnight. (:

MakemyheartgoBOOM!

pay day

2009-01-31T03:03:00.007+08:00

Hell yeah. I got my pay. I cleared all my debts! Isn't tht great. I shld work more. Money money come come.. Seriously i need to attend some how-to-save money course. Who's with me? I knw Mazlan's with me. hahah. He's the king of money spender.

I have problem sleeping early lately. My eyes just don't want to shut. Oh btw, i'm posted to Temasek poly. It will be super fun. My chinese boyfriend will be there with me. Speaking abt him, I'll be working with him nxt saturday! I can't wait!

Okay im working noon tmr. Shopping for some bottoms or tops or whtever. I need to send tht ipod for a repair. Hopefully it won't cost much. Im still clueless if i shld get a new phone or not. maybe i shld get my dad to pay half of the price. Yes. okay, i'll talk to him tmr. Btw, wht phone do you recommend? And how i wish i have each and every device. Laptop, hp, mp3, psp. Yup thts all i need. And i wont ask for more. hahah. Okay im not a rich m.f.

I will look out for you.

manager

2009-01-26T12:37:00.004+08:00

Hello. I cant wait for my pay. I really need a new phone. And an ipod maybe. Plus, i really need to go for a how-to-save money course. I will keep on spending like nobody's business. Dad transfered fifty dollars to my account and to my surprise, i spent all fifty in a day. I didnt realise it till i found out tht i dont have enough to spend anymore.. like wth. Dad even scold me for adding on to the debts. hahah. Money is a problem for me now.

I can't forget the day i work with my chinese boyfriend. We did talk and i go fetish most of the time. I think he knew tht i keep on looking at him. And for now, i have to wait for one more week till i can meet him again. So i did ask him, why he dont often work. And he said, why? you miss me right.. And i dont know how tht bad word can come out of my mouth. But it made him laugh though. Then he said, he's too busy with assignments and all. See how hardworking my boyfriend is. Suriah is leaving tomorrow. Tomorrow will be her last day of work. How sad. Im so close to her.. I love it when i get to work with her. I never get bored. She and all of her sorts of stories abt ppl.. Very interesting. I dont give a damn if tht both *'s leaving. Make it fast. It will be better.

How i wish i can really read boys', guys', men's mind.

Oh btw, sorry nurhafizah for my irresponsibility! So very sorry. ):

DTA!

money

2009-01-21T00:50:00.005+08:00

That was heaven on earth. The brownie with vanilla icecream plus almond nuts and and my fav! Hot Fudge! Omg. I simply love love love it! It was so delicious. You shld try it. Movie was great. Changeling. It was sad okay and mazlan has no feelings! We conquered the seats as though we were in gold class.

Okay so it seems tht everything went wrong now. I hate this. So far my 2009 didnt go on tht well. Put aside abt the results, my social life sucks. One left and lets not hope for the other one. I shld just concentrate working now and do things right. Being a cashier is fun but dangerous. But i don't mind if my oldarling will be right beside me. I shld find a boyfriend now. My life is such a bore.

damnyoum.f!

wish upon schboy.

2009-01-14T23:52:00.005+08:00

Hello. I'm excited. Shafiqah and mazlan will be workin with me! We shld arrange for the same schedule okay! hahah. Okay im not looking forward for sch reopening. Im loving wht im doin now. Which is nothing. And im just curious, why's all the good things are on everyone's side. One, Ainy got a boyfriend. Two, ain got a laptop. Three, huda got a job. Huda is like wow lah.. ok whtever. Seriously now i like got shaf to bitch abt other people in there. And the best thing is tht we have the same thoughts abt them. How bitchy can a girl be. And how arrogant can a guy be. How irritating can they be.. -_-

I miss my chinese boyfriend like badly! it's been 2 weeks he's not working. Lucky for me i'll be seeing him NEXT saturday. Not tht lucky lah. I'll be super duper happy if one day i'll receive a text msg from schboy. how i wish. each and everyday, wishing upon him. Chinese New Year! i cant wait! goodnight. love you ED... (:

call me darling

23rd baby

2009-01-06T00:44:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my darling sweetheart! you're the only one tht is made of sugar with milk and molasses! happy 23rd, and dont worry we will get married in four years time okay. hahahha. i wish man!

I really had fun working just now although my chinese boyfriend will not be working for a week! man i miss him man. where o where are you.. im missing you alrdy. i dont knw what happen or whtever but it seems like i've lost half of my life. i've been sticking to her for like 17 years and we will msg, call and update each other daily or every 2 days.but it has been idk how many days i didnt hear anything from her.ok yah true i shld contact her first, and yes i did. but there's no reply. naybe it started when this damn guy started to msg me every minute everyday. well i seriously dont know. or it's just tht her prepaid is running low. hah! i have no idea. i just feel that my life is so empty without her. okay lets just see what will happen and just go with the flow. im grown up now and i shldnt seek for anymore attention. okay happy 23rd alex. and chinese boyfriend, please call me tonight in my dreams. goodnight! :)

say something better

cloud 3

2008-12-30T01:19:00.004+08:00

Hola! Alright firstly i have a confession to make. Im so in love with alex. Is he the cutest guy on earth or wht. I just can't help it when he laugh or smile. I will go all fetish! hahah. Secondly, thank you very much gayatri for the compliment. You made me feel so great! Thirdly mazlan, you are so good looking man. Next, i seriously hate that nyonya dishwasher. i hate hate hate her! But it was a relieve just now i got to say a vulgar word to her. hahaha. Damn you nyonya.

Okay im supposed to be sleeping right now. Its 1.35am. Im working evening tmr. And i really really do miss NURULAIN, NURULHUDA, NURULAINY! dont they miss me? hahaha. i knw they do. Pls pls make yourself free on friday. please ainy! (:

Okay i just realise tht man i fall for is not compatible with me. He's old and now we are like father and daughter. hahaha. He's the most understanding plus caring man ever. He dosent show his anger to others. He's just so wonderful. Okay and i kinda like this chinese guy. Firstly, he has double eyelid! he has long hair. and he's like the hero there. Okay is greta cool or wht sia. She can sing and play piano at one time. ok its common. but the way she play its like idk, amaze me? hahaha. ok adios. Im gg to sleep! goodnight!

serpent soul pinchers

spice restaurant

2008-12-25T13:52:00.005+08:00

Hello. Watched twilight for the 2nd time yesterday and i think i'll be watching it again. I just enjoy it. Ok so my pay will be in by end of this month. Which is tak seberape but good though. So help me decide if i should or shouldn't go prom. I should cause it's like PROM! I shouldn't cause, i dont want my money to be spend on tht. Go to hell wht people say. Its my money. I got a long wishlist which i have to complete. I'll go if schboy ask me to be his date. hahaha. tell me abt it man! It will never happen. Yes. Today is chrismas and im working. times 1.5 okay. And will be gg makan2 with my colleagues. Makan free. Just go.I love spending my days working now. I think i really fall for this old man. Despite of his looks, he got a great personality okay. Okay not that old. 20++.

I browsed through my JAE booklet yesterday night and oh my god, what course shld i get into? I'm interested in veterinary. But i want mass com too. How abt accounting? All the cut off points are like less than 15! unless if i get into republic. Maybe can also. It's still diploma. I can't wait for my hair to grow long long long like those indonesian actress. Man are they gorgeous! Then, i want to perm it. And i'll be just like them. Pretty gorgeous huh. Just wait for another 10 more years. You won't recognise me anymore. (:

honeyhoneyhoney

infinite playlist

2008-12-22T23:06:00.005+08:00

Movie outing at vivo. Nick and Norah's infinite playlist was great. I like it though. Why must gays be cute or hot. Hot guys are always gays. Wasteed! I feel like eating burger king for the past week. Waiting for my pay man. Please come fast! I need money.

I wonder why i keep on missing him. He left to early. Im not sure if it's his fault or others. He left for another bitch. Oh well. Im damn hungry and there's no food. Mom didnt give money for food. wth. Im so upset. if my brothers reach home, mom and dad will always ask, dah makan? but when i reach home, they didnt even ask. Im angry and upset. My younger brother gets more attention than i am. I should be the last. I dont need a younger one you know. Making my life miserable! Im so angry. I dont knw how to express my anger. fuck!

Wakeupjerk!

damn trip

2008-12-19T17:22:00.004+08:00

Im enjoying every second with her. She rock my world man.

Okay i am supposed to follow my family to a shopping trip at m'sia tmr, but how sad! i have to work. And there's no one i can change shift with. damn it. And at last, i have my own card. i dont have to go ard borrowing ppl. I think i really fall in love with the man. Man, he got nice butts! I think i dreamt of him last night, saving me from something. ya i think so. I dont quite remember that dream. But i love it. I somehow thank him by giving him a hug. oh man, how i wish it really happen one day. Although ppl might think he's my father, i like being with him.

I just look forward to work nowadays. I love each and every one of them.

i just smile

twilight

2008-12-16T00:32:00.004+08:00

Okay i just watched Twilight. Man it's a great movie for me. Although much of the starting part i forward it. It's just too draggy but the endin2 was nice. Okay aunt niece outing tmr. Wondering which movie to watch, what top to buy and presents to get. Happy Birthday Jaja. Stay hot and Farah loves you. Oh Chida cuts her hair. one million times better i guess. And look at that. I'm just v proud of my hair. Thought of perming it but straight is me. Brother said i dont look quite nice with curls. haha. Its true.

Its a mother daughter day out just now. PlazaSing. We walked from home to kovan station due to no bus fare. It was happy and fun. We never stop telling stories. But once we reached PS, i began to be frustrated. Either they block my way or they walk slowly. Plus i was hungry. I tried to control and i did. After eating at kfc, i'm cool. Although i did talk rudely to mom before that, accidentally. I knw she's forgiven me. I cant wait to meet up ain ainy huda. I just miss their faces and their stories. Most of the time, im just there to listen. I enjoy it though. Lookin at each of their expressions. I miss someone too. Well, we used to be close. He'll come to me to share and i'll go to him to share. But at times, it just ends there. I always have this second thought whenever i wanna text him. Im afraid if he's with his friends or he have this thinking that im not needed right now. idk. I don't remember how he looks like now, how he talks or how he is. And i dont think he will read this too. But i think i knw everything went well now. Tht is why he didnt come and share. I hope so. I just feel my life is empty right now. Its either im anywhere alone, or at work or with my aunt. I dont feel i have anybody. Besides that, i just cant stop criticising my legs my body. But i know god is fair. Nothing is perfect. Everything have a reason. I'm living my life.

come walk in my shoes.

pay in

2008-12-11T00:42:00.002+08:00

Damn im sick. After the kampung trip, im down with flu and inner fever. Due to the rain there. I can't stand the coldness. The best part was mercun playing. And i can't stand when my throat is itchy. I just ate half of a big prawn. It sucks man. I can never eat any prawns forever. I kept on sucking on strepsils during work today. All i can think of is home home home. Oh yes! i got my very first pay today. $81 for 18hrs of work. Its not enough to cover my debts. Its okay. I'll pay mom bit by bit yeah. And ain! I still owe you. I hate this owing owing feeling. Now then i realise, how difficult to get money. I used to ask mom whatever amt and gets it after nags. But now, im trying to learn to grow up and be independent. Not to be reliant.

Kitty is on the gatal mode back. hahah. She looks cute. Her face will be round. And i bathe her just now in the morn. She's a good good girl. She know how to sit still and not run away like how dad bathe her. Then i gave her some treats. Ikan bilis. I love her more than anything else in the world. And i know she loves me too. Everynight before gg to bed, she will lick my arms. Well, the book indicates tht it means, you are my favourite. hah! We love each other. As long as i have her, i need nobody.

Im in a search for boyfriends. I hate seeing couples eating ice-creams together. ok lame. But one thing, not that hip-hop guy please. I need someone like vino bastian or andhika pratama. Alex is too good for me. Can't accept him though. I think my fate will be with someone old. But hot yeah! I don't know why im more attracted with man of age 26? and 30? Ok wth. Goodnight! Today, i want to dream about bathing in a bathtub, full of money!

Santaiscoming!

sir mam

2008-12-01T21:16:00.002+08:00

Working is not too bad after all. People there are just too good to be with. My singh hero is no longer there to help me in any ways. So, now i have a way much better one. Although he looks like bapak2, he's good-looking okay. I just love his mole and lips. How i wish i can get a taste of that. okay anyway, i've learnt how to take orders alrdy. I hate ngade-ngade customers. And i don't understand when the managers keep on telling me to smile when i am. Plus eyeshadow, mascara and eyeliner are not enough? I have to put on lipstick too. I hate it. Lipstick always remind me of makcik-makcik.

Okay i set aside what i had to do with my first pay. Although it's not tht much. The one i really need now is a mp3 of my own, new phone and levi's watch. The one i really want for the past 3 months. So after the upcoming outing, i'm planning to work most of the days. Money firstly for the loves ones. Then the remaining, for me myself and i.

I've been on my own lately. I don't knw where my friends have been. But i know it is me who is keeping quiet.

ah-moi cantik!

dj k

2008-11-26T15:24:00.004+08:00

Okay firstly, i really feel like quitting. It's really difficult for me. The plates are damn heavy. It's like diner dash you know. From easy to medium to difficult. And when it's difficult, everyone is everywhere and sometimes, i couldn't take it that it is too noisy in there. And despite of the air-con, im sweating. But in the other hand, i wanted to stay. After hearing the advise, i think i should. Give it a try i guess. I want to be the one making ice-creams. Kind of fun.

Chida and i have been renting cd whenever im gg to sleep over. three dollars per cd. It's cheap okay. And so far the one i love watching is the indonesian story. ada aku ada kamu or ada kamu ada aku. Its super sweet. How i wish im Bunga. She has a boyfriend and admirer. She can kiss both in the same day. I think to them kissing is nothing. And im in like with this djk. I don't care how old he is but he just look hot in my eyes. not as hot as alex though. He's voice makes me melts and when he flys, he makes me go like ouuhh take that. hahaha. He's just wonderful to watch. And that one time he was half naked and with his hair off, i just feel like spending the night with him. And chida was shocked when i told her i wanted to sleep with him. It's just a comment. Im not that cheap okay.

Out with mom yesterday was fun. Went bugis to get some things and went to collect an apple laptop for me. Mom said it's for my poly but then it's not confirmed yet if im able to be in poly right.wth, and then we went to have dinner at delifrance. It was my first time dining in there. So as mom. Yes we are pathetic. so what. We ate like some gorillas. The food there was delicious. $10 for like breads? Not worth it. But it's a healthy food and once in a while it's fine. Out tonight again. And i hope we wont cancel our plan like the shifting house. This time we are getting a car. Hopefully menjadi. :)

Kissmeproperly

hate workin'

2008-11-21T20:06:00.004+08:00

I some kind of regretted going for the interview. And im starting work on monday. Man i hate working. I rather go to school. Okay i have not give it a try yet so, i better not complain first.But I'm really afraid. Afraid of seeing people. Afraid if i do the wrong things and get scolded. Afraid if others complain about me and i'll be dismiss. OMG. I hate this.
How boring can my Friday be. After gg to the interview, i went to Tampines library and read up books of cos. And rush home to watch that 70s show. I was all alone the whole time and i can't believe it. It's friday and i will always have someone with me. Am i too ugly to have a boyfriend or wht. Ok maybe i am. Man, i hate those pretty people. Why can't they be ugly or me being as pretty as them. Idk. To me, guys today look for looks. Aren't they. Ok, chida went to malaysia and that is why i didnt enjoy my friday. and i'm all alone too at home. How boring. And that fat cat will always sleep. I've plan with myself that after O's i wanted to go overseas and change myself. Be a new me. I always dream of that before i went to sleep, but it's not possible. Well, who am i.

P.S: SORRY AINAINYHUDAA. can't make it tmr. love you guys. :)

classic box

blessed

2008-11-13T20:18:00.002+08:00

Seriously, Ainy is a damn lucky lucky lucky girl. That was the best birthday surprise i ever went to. And of cos the organizers did a splendid job manz. I saw the stress-ness everytime i looked at Ain's face. She's a strong super human.
I'm rotting at home. Wednesday and today, i spend the whole day at home. Mostly just playing games in the computer. Lucky Fatin Fiza Hadi Lan came to accompany me. Just sit ard, eat and watch tv. I'm planning to get myself busy next week. Looking for jobs and maybe some boys. I hate my social life. Oh well, thinking of going on diet, bullemic, or run till i look like a lampost. But then, i shld just live my life.
Chida's gone to Rihanna concert. I regretted after i returned the money to mom. Dad actually gave a hundred bucks as a birthday gift specially for rihanna concert. Nvm, it's okay. Family comes first though. It's not like Alex Turner or Brandon Flowers gig. Ok whatever. I should get my ass off and go find a job. Money matters. Need more tops and bottoms. And i don't care how i look like okay. puuf!

GET A LIFE!

freak

2008-11-07T12:52:00.003+08:00

One more paper to go! I am so looking forward to it. It's funny how things can really change. Different people with different mindset and comments. Comments about others as if they are perfect. I have no plans after O's. Maybe applying for jobs. Well, Elly started working alrdy. No school, no work, how am i going to get money. Man, i hate working. School life is much better. It's great to meet Ain and Huda once again. Well, firstly, they got me updated. Really i was lacking behind. I am the most outdated amg the four. Cos sometimes im not interested in their stories or busy thinking abt something else.
I woke up at 9 because of the drill noises at the opposite block. How irritating! I can't get my beauty sleep. So i watch american's next top model in sony channel. I was irritated with them actually. It's like when they were in firstly, they said they have to sacrifice everything to make it to the top. But when they went for the makeover, they were complaining and some don't want the makeover too. wth. okay well, maybe they are afraid to be different from the way they are. for me, i am afraid to experience something new. Like getting into a new school, knowing new people. That is why I don't like working. I don't like to undergo such challengers. Boss, supervisors? How i wish i'm kitty. Sleep, wake up, meow, food, play and sleep. the cycle goes on and on.Ya, lazy too. That is why humans are not created like that. :) I wish im more brave like Ain and Ainy.

let's cause a scene

arcade

2008-09-17T15:07:00.007+08:00

There's virus in my computer and it's sumpah iritating. I didn't attend sch today cos i want to rest my brains. And i didn't do anything much at home. Since it's puasa, i never go to the kitchen to grab foods and snacks like i always do if i didn't attend sch. So, i woke up, took a bath, watched mtv and play bubbles with kitt at the same time, and here i am blogging. How boring can life be. Not like someone who have a super wonderful life. Man! I hate him. He's a so so so so spoilt brat. And seriously im dealing with a stupid computer right now!
I wish i had money right now. I want to go arcade with my brother. We're not like some bengs and lians lah. But it's fun. We went twice at Genting. I don't remember how many -ty ringgits we spent. Cos we played like each and every type of games. My favourite was the Crazy Taxi and the Dancing thing. Fun.

And someone! Please get me that $99 topshop dress. i want it badly! but sadly, i had only fifty one bucks at that time. I'm going to get it myself during hari raya. Hoping i'll receive double the green packets cos my brother is working now. So, he has a lesser chance in getting it. And if Kitt gets it too, it will be much better cos i'll get to take hers. She won't be needing it anyway. Maybe need to change her fur colour cos it's fading.

PS: ain, huda. i miss you!

IM PENNYLESS!

lucky

2008-09-05T03:40:00.007+08:00

Its funny how can i put up with all her nonsense all this while. I just hate it when she begins to BRAG! asshole. You'll see me rolling my eyes and murmuring to myself. I just wish someday she'll be dumb+mute.
I don't know when everything started. But it ends too soon. I realize how jerkish guys can be.Maybe i should start falling in love with girls. Walauwe!Heart pain man. Fuck you larh.

chinese-indonesian

lethargic

2008-07-02T17:47:00.003+08:00

I am so lethargic today. My 9 hours in school seems to be good. I just can't wait to be back home everyday. Food is calling out for me. I've been saving 3 to 4 bucks each day. That's good right. But I just feel dehydrated sometimes. Situation around me seems to be different now. But I just can't be bothered although it's bothering me. I just don't know who to turn to.
Kitty acted weirdly yesterday. Super weird. I cried like a 4 year old girl sia. She kept following me with her bulu up and evil eyes. I felt so scared and that is why I cried. My mom and dad made the situation worst. Bace this doa that doa. I cried more lah of cos. I'm just so scared. I don't know why I keep thinking about yesterday night. Silly Kitty.

Oh, schboy has this pleasant look. I just can't take my eyes off him. I'm looking for everyday. And I want him to go into the same sch with me, so i can continue to adore him. Tht's just a hobby of mine. schboy. (:

SWIMMINGPLEASE!

im back baby

2008-06-20T01:21:00.003+08:00

I've made a wrong choice. How dumb i was to go for the haircut. I miss my long silky shiny wangi hair. Huda must be so happy that she has the longest hair now, although to me it seems like it never grows. I think the minyak kels didn't work. Hahah.
I've been busy with i dont know what tht only now i get to be online. How sad is the fact that my most lovely brother had went to overseas to study. He'll be going to a much further country. I'm always lonely at home. It use to be the both of us at home gossiping abt my matrep brother. Well, i hope he'll change someday. When he's mature i guess. I always envy him. He easily got what he wants due to afraid of him stealing or whatever. Oh my, i don't know when will he realise that. He's such a fool. He dosen't know how to appreciate things man. Due to him busy buying his soccer boots and shorts, i didn't get a chance to shop. I was mad lah of cause. I had alrdy plan wht to buy and he's such a jerk. Whatver it is, he's my most irritating little brother.
I don't know how many more months to O levels. I don't know if i'm prepared or not. I just have no confidence. But i told mother not to have high hopes on me.
I'm deeply in love now. But things didn't happen the way im expecting it to happen. How sad. Im afraid to face the fact now. I'll hope he will be in there and never come out. Tht's more i like it.
Goodbye. :)

hudaa

2008-04-06T12:03:00.003+08:00

There goes the nuruls again. How i missed Ain and Huda. not ainy of cause. cos i've been seeing her face like everyday. Ainy and Ains plan went so well that it was awesome. And of cause, the day ended with crying laughters.
I've been on cloud nine but four more days to go and he will be gone. How sad. Do talk to me more often. hahahh. The photoshoot was cancel due to kene pakai baju sendiri. moreover, you have to pay for your own pics. I have the money alrdy but i decided to cancel it off. If i can wear their dresses , i will confirm go sia. Wasted la bro.
I'm proud of myself. I'm bucking up. When he's gone, i'm going to spend my weekends studying. Not fooling around. eleh mcm betul. I need more clothes and dresses! sleeveless dresses. hahaha.

goodbye for a while

london

2008-03-31T16:45:00.003+08:00

I've been on my own lately and falling in love silently. It's such a great feeling. I've been enjoying my weekend without worrying about schoolwork or the Os. Although i got some nags from mother and auntie idh. But what can i do. Thts the only way that i can make myself as happy as ever. I still can't believe that they will be leaving us and going off to London. I just can't believe it. They are the most beautiful bunch of kids. And how i wish i get to follow them. sigh.
Whenever i think about the past and the memories, i feel that my life is so empty now. It's such that i don't have anyone who i can count on as a good friend. Or maybe, I've been bragging to much. Well, friends are not important sometimes right. After all, I'm living my own life. And i think I've fallen in love. (:

Falleninlove

monday

2008-03-17T14:37:00.002+08:00

I feel like slamming my head onto the wall. It just seems that im getting more and more lazier. I told mom that i wanted to quit school and go to Hollywood. Only by selling drugs you can be super rich there. And there goes dad starting to nag. But i was joking. And he take it like seriously.
I don't know why it's hard for me to really sit and concentrate in studying. Unless in class cause there's the mood where you can see everyone study. Its scares me actually. Like im sitting for Os and i still have the cheek to slack.
Sigh. Why Huda thinks she's fat. If she is, then what am i?

sucker

alief

2008-03-11T20:06:00.003+08:00

Well, i just wish to see a glance of him. A glance will do. A hundred thousand years i didn't get to see him. I don't know how does he look like now but i will still recognize of course. sigh. i miss him

Oh my. Hayley has a beautiful voice. I love her voice. She's cool man. I like that hair. And yeah btw, i want to be a vocalist of a band. Come on guys, lets open up a band. Go learn the cords and Huda go join up a violin lesson. hahah. mcm best. and mcm paham also.
March holidays ending. How sad. I need more holidays. And i feel like quiting school. I just dont know why i must feel this way. I just feel that im useless. I want to live somewhere where i can eat whatever i want and not be too self-conscious. And dress whatever i like. And be fat as fat as i couldn't breathe anymore. And to be rich like a million million millionaire with no hard work. And to have thousands and thousands of wardrobe full with clothes. And to have ugly friends and i don't know what's more. And i think i shld stop dreaming. go lead a better life.

imissyouso

babylon

2008-03-07T18:12:00.004+08:00

Hahahahahah. Kitty just had her bath and she looked so damn funny. Skinny and pitifully shivering.
I just came back from meet the parent session. I think it's a must for every teacher to talk about Fatin to my parents. I should have had find a better friend lah. I should have chosen a friend who can motivate me lah. I should have a friend who would not disrupt me in class lah. what the hell. Fatin is not too bad after all what. We've been friends for 5 years and never ever fight before although sometimes she pissed me off or i pissed her off. But we kept our feeling in order to keep this close friend relationship. I still don't understand why in every teachers' eyes, Fatin seems to be a bad girl. And now, i don't know why i'm talking about her.
It's true what they said.. I've been slacking slacking slacking lately. I've been playing my ps2 and when i get tired i'll stop and play psp and tired and go to sleep. Wake up, go to school, eager to go home and the cycle will repeat all over again and again.
Mother don't want to get tuition for me. She told me to make appointment with teachers and have tuition with them after school. The problem with me now is, i don't know why i love home so much. Kitty is like keep calling me to get home fast as she's alone at home. Sigh. I just have no one to go to study with. It used to be Huda at Tampines library and Rezal at sk void deck. Now, im all alone. Im not studying. Im day dreaming, singing, shouting, jumping and playing a fool in my room. Idiot me. I just can't stop it. Don't ask why.
MARCH HOLIDAYS DON'T END SO SOON!

alief, whereareyouplease?

school rocks

2008-03-03T16:17:00.004+08:00

This week school schedule is just going to be great. lessons from 8 to 10am only. But still i can't go home and need to stay in school till 1. sigh. March holidays coming. I wish to go on a holiday and board a plane. Its lame you know. I have never never ever even step into an aeroplane.
I've been slacking lately. I just have no mood to study. My room's in a total mess! And i can't study at home cause.. i have my own reason. I think i should start revising from now onwards. starting tomorrow i guess. Buck up la Fieqah!

Alief, whereareyou?

pumamama

2008-02-25T16:03:00.002+08:00

Yes! I got what i wanted all this while. Saw that saw that! hahaha. But it's never enough for me. Well, i shld have just be thankful.
I got 3 out of 25 for my English common test. highest in class was 10. so its bad. But it's okay. Im bucking up. I really need money for now. March March March! Its been great too cause i can lose weight. Save money and not having recess. Good Good Good. Well, you can practice on your fasting and have free food at home. So why worry. right..
I have not been studying for the last weekend. I was at the same shopping mall for three consecutive days. hah ridiculous!
Friday= survey on bday gift.
Saturday= Bought the gift.
Sunday= Exchange for a larger size.
But it was fun though. I dont know when was the last time i had this tears laughters. My throat and stomach really hurts. And bump into asrezal just made me shocked. I dont know when was the last time i saw him. decades and centuries. And oh ya, thanks for the compliment! hahahah.
Now then i know how does it feels when you've been stalk. I think i shld stop stalking like a psycho for now! It really scares me.

howreallovefeels

bitch

2008-02-15T18:34:00.002+08:00

Hello. Being sick is great sometimes. Laying there, doing nothing, pray you will get well soon and wasting time. Well, don't ask me what i did on my 2 days mc. Simply nothing. Came back to school on Friday was just great. He seems to be appearing here and there. So its a happy happy happy day for me. (:
I spent 5 hrs playing the sims at ps2. Its the old old version of the sims. Well, Hudaa spoilt my sims pets. What can you say. Its imitation. Actually, i gave her when it was already spoil. So back to the game i played, I'm the richest rich in the neighbourhood. People look upon me. Well, what can I say. I was glued on the floor with my school uniform playing it.
I suddenly realise that all my primary school friends managed to get into express stream. I'm the only one left out. I felt like a total idiot. And even when i think abt some of them who is the same age as i am has graduated with the Os cert, made me feel like im stupid that im wasting my 1 precious year. But it's written. I'm dumb dumb. I am lazy and thats why i look like a pig. sigh.
I want to go abroad. I want holidays. And i want to go overseas. Someone please give me money and tag along with me. I'm bored..

I'mneverpretty

gagaggagagagaga

2008-02-11T20:35:00.000+08:00

Oh my.. im sick! im down with flu and my husky voice just make me as sexy as i was in that picture. This is all tht aishah classmate fault! Im contaminated with her virus. For now, im just waiting for a high fever. At least i got another holiday. Thts going to be great. I envy Ain and Hudaa. Come on.. They got good grades and not working plus not schooling. Ask me what are they doing at home. Slacking laa. Money out money out. Besarkan pantat besarkan tetek. Wonderful life. I wonder when's my turn going to be. Geography test tomorrow. Old folks home tomorrow. Miserable life. I have problems. What more can i do? But thank god im still living in this world. I need a boyfriend? Single and desperate? oh no no. I can survive without one. :)

empty

swensens

2008-02-07T12:26:00.000+08:00

Hey! I was treated at town Swensens yesterday. And it was my first ever time eating there. I know its lame but hey im not those rich motherfuckers who get to eat at these kind of restaurants. And btw, thanks a lot Fie for the treat. I love it..and I LOVE YOU MAN!

Thursday Friday Saturday and Sunday. I wonder what shld I do...

Losingonebyone

flaws

2008-02-05T18:31:00.000+08:00

Four years of friendship with them has been the best. We had non-stop laughters and gossips every time we meet. :)
Yes! Its going to be four days of holiday. I wonder what should i do... Common test in 2 weeks time. No no no I'm not ready.
I'm out of bajus man and lack of money. I hate it. I've been wearing like the same old thing over and over again. I need the whole store!
I envy everyone around me.
And why must he be so good-looking?
gaaaah!
happy cny.

probability

hrl laaa

2008-01-31T15:28:00.000+08:00

I've been enjoying my days in school. I had been revising like everyday cause i want to get great grades like ain and huda. Oh my god.. they really motivate me. they got what they wanted and they are satisfied with it. aren't that great..
Hey.. its going to be Friday again. And weekends! How great. I just love every outing with The Nuruls. We rock.

acceptmeflawsandall

keyboard

2008-01-25T14:29:00.001+08:00

I just feel like posting something but i don't know what to say. I had no plans for today and tomorrow and the next day. Monday will arrive once again. and tuesday and wednesday and thursday and friday and saturday and sunday and monday again...
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MARCH YO! YAHOOO! =)

imissthosetimes

idontunderstand

2008-01-23T17:09:00.000+08:00

One moment I'm so crazy that i forget about everything and just enjoy the situation. But the other moment, i feel so wrong. Why do they have to do this? I just don't understand. I felt disappointed with them. But do you think they care? No!

I wished i knew what had happened to her. She's been acting weirdly these days. We shared everything and we told our deepest secret but now, she seems to be so quiet. All i can do is, nothing.

I wish i could turn back time. Right to the beginning?
yea i wish! -_-

EGO!

HB ASREZAL

2008-01-20T17:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE AND ONLY ASREZAL. :D
He's a great hero. You'll be 99% confirm safe when going into the crowd with him.

Ok i had a great yet very tiring Saturday. It is because of hudaa. She forced me to follow. But it's worth my time though. Catch the great spy experiment at nanyang was great. The best part was when we took pictures with them. And i need to bold this!
Saiful place his hand on my back! Ok tell me thts great. I went all crazy abt it... it isn't ordinary okay!

piles of homework

hatred

2008-01-15T19:43:00.000+08:00

I just get fed-up so easily nowadays.
Firstly, I'm totally angry with that short fat smelly man. He cant even fulfill his promises.
Secondly, I'm angry with that tall skinny white dude. Thinking abt him just make me sick.
Thirdly, I'm still keeping grudges to that small mcm paham kid. How i wish i can just give him a tight slap! But i can't cos maybe this time, he'll take a real car and throw it on my head. -__-
And lastly, I'm angry with myself. Its always the same old reason.

i'lltrytounderstand

runrunrun

2008-01-14T18:59:00.000+08:00

Oh God! I so hate the situation im in now. And then whts next.. whts next.. Tht kid's getting into my nerves man. how i wish he would be dumb or get slaughtered! I can probably do nothing you know. Im useless. I would just sit and cry the whole night. Thinking about unfairness! Looking myself in the mirror. Reflecting everything. It's just seems so wrong. I hate this. I hope it ends soon.

Problemsafteranother

LOOKLIKEDAD

2008-01-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

HEY! My friday and saturday was well spent.
Friday was free day. Firstly, free auntie anne from ain. Meet aunt and boyfriends and got free food, free drinks, free latenight movies, free taxi rides and free games. I enjoyed myself. And for the first time i didnt sleep the whole night. I was forced to stay awake.
Saturday was ok. The best part when it comes to 8:00pm. I reached the usual place and there goes.. My heart beat 10 times faster than before. hah bedek.
I need money for a lot of things. Maybe because i envy them so much. I think i shld not hang out with them often. It kills me.

ACTIVATE

chalet

2008-01-06T16:31:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HEY.
I got a new ngaji class.
The ustazah did talk to me abt some stuff and i realise how important ngaji is.
I think i'll be a better person. (:

I really need more holidays man. Hearing his stories make me go like 'oh really really really?!then wht happen?!' you know..tht kind of excitement!
hahahhaa.
And guess wht.. im learning to save money now.
AKU KAYA!!!!

whenwouldiseeyourfaceagain.

thnks

2008-01-04T23:31:00.000+08:00

Dear ainy, ain, huda, fie, rezal and faisal.
Thanks a lot for making it happen! Although the plan sucks big time. I and lan were in a rush and it was a last minute plan. I thought of having it at a more sempurna place but thts not important cos all i wanted was all of us to be there. And you guys made it. thnks a lot.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY to my one and only Nareeni. Iloveyou. (:

theguywithsparklingeyes

1st day

2008-01-02T21:56:00.001+08:00

Nothing much to say about first day of sch. Im not tht excited as before. How i wished i could rewind time! I wonder, why all these while i didn't realise his presence. I need more holidays! I need more sleepovers!
Well, im still looking forward to sch cos at the most least there's schboy. I can't wait for February and a new phone. Having dinner with family at swensen on Friday and will be like my first ever time. I'll be like..omg, swensen?! hah lame..
I don't know wht it will be like the year ahead. I had the best and worst 2007 when it comes to friendship. (:

Igotbetrayed!

nuruls

2007-12-31T15:15:00.000+08:00

The Nuruls outing on Friday the 28th was perfect. We really had hell lots of fun. My favourite part was cycling and the chicken at Faisal's chalet. Big big thank you to watchout clan. (:
Two more days to sch. I'm excited but to think back, I rather have holidays.
And btw, im no bloody minah!

theguywithsparklingeyes.

the nuruls

2007-12-27T11:49:00.000+08:00

Yeah! I cant wait for tomorrow. It sounds so exciting.
Four year of friendship we've been through wasn't that easy.
Well, we stay strong.
From the periwinkles to the seventh heaven and schmates.
THE NURULS remains the same.
I love each and every one of them.
And never give a friendship up.

boyfriendpls

aehrstkmdf

2007-12-21T18:32:00.000+08:00

Getting 5 points for my results was the best. i probably just complain and compare to my younger brother. and there goes my mom, 'how much? when u want it?' Isnt tht great. I didnt ask much though. well everything has the limit.
I alrdy bought a sch bag and shoes. left with books and stationaries. I need sch top from ain. and i need tuitions. the saddening thing is tht i have no more ain hud nie and fie in sch..
Oh well i think i shld ask mom for more. :)
Nice recommendations.

I'MMISSINGYOUAGAIN

5 points

2007-12-18T22:56:00.001+08:00

HELL YEAH!

WE ARE PROUD OF OURSELVES!

moreofschboyyeaa

sallys gig

2007-12-08T14:53:00.000+08:00

The sallys gig yesterday was hell fun sia. Its really stress free. I wish to have more of that. and i thought of quiting tht bloody irritating job. I only got 5 bucks for the whole day yesterday. ok laa at least something but it is really irritating when pple dont want to donate. pelokek sia org melayu. hahaha. and tht boss just disgust me. im not looking forward for everyday but i really really cant wait to get my results and hopefully to continue schooling cos life in sch is much more fun. i miss studying. i have not touch any of the books since like idk when and i forgot everything about accounts. well maybe not all. I wish to fall in love again.
my idol: mazlans sister
:)

iknowyourgame

gsrbytusnsntrum

2007-12-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

I dont quite understand some people. like come on they dont have to be tht way or have those kind of thoughts. ya i know evryone have their own ways and have different characters but they dont have to go ard hurting anybody else with their harsh words or or stupid-sarcastic face. and if you have any problems with wht im ...... just keep quiet then.
:)

Itseemsdifferent.

heartbroken

2007-12-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

i got a job. a *@&*!@^#$ one. but i dont care. the people there are nice. real humans. and i shld be glad cos at least i got something. and brother getting his pay tmr and im getting myself something from my fav shop. river island best man! i like it. love it. everything i ever wanted is always there. and the price is NICE. haah! i still love that 319 dress. the best i guess. and im kind of heartbroken. ah whtever!
Lan, sorry i spoil tht bpk2 phone. i feel so bad. damn bad. i dont want to meet you anymore man cos i feel so bersalah. hah.sry.
:)

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY IDAH! dont you feel old?heh.. ILU.

i miss stalking him! i want to meet him like again.

he'sstillinlovewithher

swim

2007-12-02T16:42:00.000+08:00

yeah im sick and i hate it. im not allowed to drink coke anymore. how sad.
I want a new phone. and mom said i can get it depends on dad's contract. yes! i cant wait. I and hudaa saw this one dress which cost $319! omg it will look so pretty on me. hahah.
I want to go swim again. It was so fun. But sadly Ain wasnt with us. Oh when is the last time the nuruls have fun huh... Nxt will be Sentosa. great!
Results upcoming. I cant wait. how many points will i get? will i be promoted? this scares me. Wht if i get over 10 points? where shld i go? idk. just wait and wait and wait. die die must promote. cos i want to study in smu! The bright future awaits me. Maybe i dont get whtever i want now but in future, maybe i can. :)

electric love

gala gala island

2007-11-23T00:42:00.001+08:00

Its great to watch ppl getting married. Sometimes i get jealous. haah idiot.
Mom allow me to go SMU. nice! I will one day.
I just need money for now and tht cockroach Kit brought, out off my room!
eeeeeew!
Im flying off. gdbye. :D

I want to be loved

blah blah

2007-11-20T01:25:00.000+08:00

NICEEEEE!
hell! I really enjoy yesterday. fullhouse. Thnks asrezal for the treat. And camwhore for like millions pictures. And the kid on the bike. oh tht shock me. and the experience thing. haah!
yes! i like this picture. I look like org lama2. the pretty2 malay ladies who sing and dance by the river. kan. wonderful.

I cant wait for today? Daddys pay. Prepaid top up. 20 bucks. A new top. ya thts all. Tmrs working again. i like it. i sing and do my job. i can even dance while cleaning up. great. i love my job. haah! no complains. :D
Goodnight.

I see the sun shine in your eyes

GSE

2007-11-18T14:21:00.000+08:00

The Great Spy Experiment was awesome! How i wished it didnt end so soon. The crowd was fun with the jumping and pushing. I so enjoy myself laa. The last time i went into the crowd was like before the Ns. and now like wow! GSE was the best yesterday.

akindoflove

finally

2007-11-16T15:30:00.000+08:00

Hi! finally im back. 4 days without Kit is so saddening. I miss mom badly. Called her and yes i cried. I cant live without my mom. Hey. Im still a kid who needs a mom. How i wish i never grow. I love being pampered. -__-
and hoi stop pointing people's mistake without realizing yours.

Youdissapointmeonceagain..

tettetetetteteete

2007-11-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

Hello! i love today. cant wait to meet ainy and give her gift! specially from mazlan and fieqah! bestnyeee! swensen for the first time maybe tmr. ok lame.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AINY!
I LOVE YOU!
:D

Ineedajobanyone!

schboy.

paranoia

2007-11-06T16:00:00.000+08:00

Hello. I've got nothing to say. Im just too too happy excited joyful cheerful! yeaaah! :D
I love my friends. You guys rocks!

Lalalalala

jealousy

2007-11-05T13:19:00.000+08:00

Hello. Last paper for the Os tmr. yeah yeah! great great. Lets party. wohoo.
Jalan raya with only mom and dad yesterday was great. I felt like the only child. I got like 5 to 10 bucks per house. If there were my brothers, i would probably received 2 to 4 bucks. hahaha! see. Its great right. But the boring part was, I was lonely. I have no one to talk nonsense with.
Going to pesta raya today. dont know where tmr. and lets go for job interview. yes! ok goodbye.

jealousy

pesta raya

2007-11-03T11:58:00.000+08:00

Wohoo! Pesta Raya gerek! gerek gileee! Can i rewind time. Right to the beginning when i saw schboy! Omg omg. hahaha. My heart stopped when i saw him. cheh bedek.. but sadly, i should have smiled at him. Yes! its a goood happening day.
Pesta raya! pesta raya! pesta raya! I want it again! haah.

They make me feel ugly.

ihateher

2007-10-31T18:08:00.000+08:00

Hello.
I love it.
Its better if Ainy join it too cause its so Ainyishh.
And Im afraid.
What if i really start to tettet him all over again.
Oh no no no.

wouldakissbetoomuchtoask

bloom

2007-10-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

Hello. Im looking forward to jalan raya with the Os ppl. Cos u know why. Tmr's Wednesday and then Thursday and then Friday. Omg. Im afraid. Im afraid i cant do it. Lets just pray hard and try the very best.
Im pleased when i read your post. I love you too. :D

falling into pieces